Stronger, We Must Be

Its been almost a week,
and thank you for all your concern.
some of u gave me yr word of care, it helped me a lot.
some gave me a surprisingly cold response,
but yea, i understand it is none of yr business n i dun need yr sympathy.

My pups is doing all right.
He is strong, he learns from every fall.
He is not beaten, and by God's will, he will stand up strong.
He has accepted Jesus,
and for the first time in 19 years,
he wud be attending service in my church 2moro morning.
What more cud i ask for?

There's no denying that his eye is badly damaged.
He may not be able to drive, or read, or even see as he once did,
but He will regain all these abilities,
it is just a matter of time.
Patience, we need.
Endurance, we must have.
Stronger, we must become.

Everything happens for a reason.
And i trust in Him that this is the time of salvation.
I need strength,
to fight back tears.
I need more strength,
to be there for him.
I must and I will.
No matter how dark it may seem.

Skipped a Beat

Aching legs, yet wonderful feeling.
we shopped the whole day like there was no tomorrow.
was out with my baby bulan the entire day..
was oni supposed to shop for "CNY clothes",
but ended up with alot of many other things..

watched a movie.
not bad as a time killer.
storyline was quite boring though.
something happenend right b4 our show started.
baby wanted to get a cup of float from A&W,
and the stoopid a**holes left a puddle of water on the floor.
baby bulan slipped and fell.
may seem hilarious now,
but i was worried sick then.
heart fell right to the bottom,
and only regained its pace when i saw bulan standing back up.

the manager got scolded by me like hell, of cos!
hey, someone cud get seriosuly hurt u know!
dah lah nak buat complain,
had to wait for the manager for around 10 mins!
super super pissed off then.
maybe i'm over-reacting,
but for all i know,
i had the right to demand an apology, right?

well,
like the title of the movie i watched today: all's well end well.
we had a free float and curly fries as well as discounts from the manager.
oh wells,
at least he is trying to compensate.

Prayer Works

Oh yea, and before i forget,
I wanna give all glory to God for today's parking space!
simple it may seem,
yet it is prove that He the Mighty One blesses us in every single way.
Prayer works, peeps!

hahaz.. i Shud pray hard for Lifespan and Public Speaking... Hmm..

Happy Birthday Mumsie

I think i'm becoming very lazy.
well, u can't blame me bcos maybe i am just exhausted,
or tired? or confused? or overwhelmed? or..
to sum it up,
so far, classes had not been a bed of roses, at all!

our presentation sucked!
it painted the whole day grey.
trying hard to think from the brighter side, if any,
and trying VERY hard as well not to blame others.

oh wells,
Happy Birthday Mumsie!!
You're the best mummy one can ever get,
and i love you to to bits..
Pups bought her a basket of flowers,
and generally,
twas a simple but happy celebration.

Why did I say i was lazy again?
oh yea..
about the piccies tat I promised,
I'll try my very best to upload them asap.
As for Mumsie's bday,
I'll TRY to upoad them asap too.
Hahaz, i'm lazy.

I love you soo much Mummy!

Nite nite~

Been there, Done that

When you lift up your hopes,
you are more likely to be crushed with disappointment.
I understand.
Been there, done that.
That is why i have given up all hope,
I chose to let go of things that wasn't mine,
of works that will be out of my locus of control.

It was no use despite my efforts.
I can vividly remember the great disappointment I felt.
How my heart was broken into pieces,
I found it unfair,
yet i endured as i cherished every single one of you.
Through today's brief catch up,
I understand how you are feeling.

Perhaps we should look at it from a more objective point of view.
How we percieve may not be the truth.
At most times,
the world may be a camouflage,
the reality may be missed out,
and what you see is not the reality.

For the time being,
I like just being with you.
One true friend is more than enough for me.
No such thing as destroyed or broken,
but maybe we all need a time out to be able to realise what we want.

On the other side,
we may have a happy CNY after all.
who knows?
^^

Scene @ The Movies

super duper tired.
but as a sneak peek:
I took pics with deliciously gorgeous ppl. *drool*

I can almost imagine Kelvin's face!
WooHoo!
will update piccies 2mr.
Till then~

Nite nite~

Number 2

this post is one day late.
tat is, to clarify before i start my ramblings.

i named yesterday Number 2.
lotsa second timeys.

Second time in 2 weeks that we had a blackout during class.
Second time in 2 weeks that i scratched my baby car.
Second time in 2 weeks that i was stuck in some kind of stupid parking situation.
Second time in 2 years that i knocked a Kancil.

hmm.. tat makes the list, doesn't it?

so looking forward to CNY, yet so NOT looking forward as well.
Yup, I know I'm plain weird.