Another Quickie

Noticing tat some ppl are busy updating their once-dead blogs,
I decided to do my bloggie some fairness by at least sayin a few words.
XD

Dinner at SHOGUN was fun.
It was nice. Wat do i call it? Fellowship moments. Hahaz.
This I have pictures. but obviously have to collect first la, not wit me now.

tomorrow's PHYSIO TEST is not so fun.
I've had enough of the brain and i can't seem to organize me tots.
not to blame the flower (tat starts with a "D") but her notes are really "superficial".

oh. had my second committee meeting today.
Sigh. some ppl takes things too lightly. sadly, there was no committment from all and it was pretty obvious.
Best joke of the day? The particular someone thinks there is no problem at all!
Imagine tat!! the whole world cud be turning upside down and she said "nothing"!

Btw, happy birthday Ms Joanna.
Happy 19th. hoped u understand y i did not join u guys for the dinner,
but then again, its not like my absence wud be felt. Rite? = =

Yu Pei, i still dun like u for cutting off wat i had to say. Lol.

Nite nite ppl. Gotta rest my neurons now. Save my action potentials for 2mr.
I hope the ligands find their binding sites.
and i hope the sites of action r still there 2mr.
Insanity. Sorreeeeeeee.......

Grow Up

I so need to blog.
Darn. I feel sorry for my bloggie.
Only turning to it when problems arise.
Oh wells, have to let it out.
Dun wanna be an anal-retentive person. >.<

People, grow up!
For u, I love u but perhaps u really have to stop acting so fake.
i know its yr natural way f communication but sumtimes,
just sumtimes it is too much for us to bear.

For u, stop feeding her with all the tots.
it is not yr fault and i know u have yr points.
yet cant u see tat u guys r from different worlds?
its not fair tat u poison her tots like tat n leave her to snap out of it alone!

and u, understand yrself more n pls realize yr biggest advantage n disadvantage is the inability to act,
and in this case, it is bad.
yr actions are plain evil n u KNOW it!
its just no excuse.

Geez,
i'm not taking sides and i'm not tying to say who's right or wrong.
But i tot with an average age of 45,
u ppl wud be able to see through all these "childish" stuff!

God bless ye ppl's cute little thinking mind.
Love u ppl, but do change for goodness sake.
Gah~

F-R-I-E-N-D

This is for you.
It took me the world's courage to open up,
and I knew I was walking on thin ice.
I felt relieved, and really really lucky.
I felt real.

Honestly,
I dunno where this is gonna lead me.
But, thank you so much.
Understanding helps.
But I understand how rejection can come into the pic.

Anyway,
thanks and thanks once more.


p/s: Good Luck n Oh I Do EnVy the Sweetness! XD

Sorree

Dead blog. I know. Sorry ppl.
The last time i checked, many blogs were dead too,
soooo... i guess its kinda normal? *fingers crossed*

a few updates:
No 1: decided to go for prommie!
bimbotic talks during class,
from dress to shoes to hair to makeup to shuttle to transport.......
yada yada yada...
the list goes on.
actually, its the only thing to look forward to this semester ain't it gals?

No 2: joined committee for Psych Club.
quite happening, quite suitable for me. XD
at least i dun feel left out or sumthing.

No 3: My mama will be down from HK next week!
YooHoo! not my real mum dumbie, my "fake mum".
Hahaz. anyway, it wud be fun. havent seen her for ages.

No 4: My stupid right eye may need a freaking surgery.
Tat i'll update this saturday.
after the final report is out. >.<
Not good. T.T

No 5: I shall be busy working.
A bit bored this time though, and we just realized the money's not tat good.
Gah~ but then again, responsibility comes first. *sigh* Me being the ever responsible person. Hahaz.

So here it is.
My planner, organizer, updater all-in-one.
Can't complain much now can u?

Oh ya, then there's the neverending asignments.
Imagine, 3rd week and i'm starting to get stressed already.
Hmm.

A lil peek thru

Thanks you "Days of the Week", although i have absolutely no idea who u r.
Anyway, One week after the big day,
and i'm finally settled down to blog.
not the best b'day ever, but still, there was nuthin to complain.



pics will be uploaded very soon in the next post.
or u can see the unfiltered one (translation: ugly pics included) on my facebook account.
for now, it will be the roll of thank you's and credits to those who really cared.


My bday celebration was done in 3 parts.
Part 1: Family gathering.
Dad's eyes had some complications.
cousins slept over.
I like get togethers.
but sumthing was just not rite.

Part 2: the surprise by the formers.
it was not a surprise.
ok, maybe i was a lil surprise at their efforts.
but i hate myself sumtimes for being able to see thru these kind of stuffs.

on the day itself, dolled myself up and had a real good time with yaya babe.
only the two of us.
disheartenng somehow, but enlightening.
twas better than faking myself.
wanted to cry at many different moments.
i was happy.
i was sad at the same time too.

part 3: baby bulan's back.
accident happened
no one was hurt.
thank god.
warm weekend.
lazed around, enjoying the clock ticking by.
actually, it wasn't wat i expected.
but still, it brings eveything to an end.

Thank you Yaya for going the extra mile, all for me.
thank you Chian, for wishing me Happy birthday at all possible locations.
thank you JY, SW, Carmen, ZW, AL, and my G. teacher for remembering my birthday.
thank you CK for being the loyal fren. and dear Bear for plain remembering.
these were some of the ppl that so unexpectedly rmb wat was dear to me.
I heart u ppl. all of u.
u made my day a really special one.
oh ya, and to baby bulan.
thank you for everything too.

I remembered the time me n Joanna was practicing feverently how to say NO when sexually harassed.
So much for the practice, was too scared and dumbfounded to react when i received a pervert's call last nite.
Maybe it will be wiser if i rejected all unknown calls next time, right in the middle of the night too.

Anyway, a guy with the phone number 014-929-4177 called at around 1.30 am last nite.
I answered without hesitating, expecting a unsaved contact or at worst a wrong number.
Heard some mumbles about "you" and "tonight".
Naively thinking that he had the wrong person, i politely told him " Sorry, but i think you got the wrong number lar.."

Mumbles again, and a repetitive string of words.
Was not paying attention until around 10 seconds later.
This was what he said over n over:
"Suck my d*ck baby, suck my d*ck...."

Eesh! straight away i ended the call.
regretted it afterwards though.
reason? i shud have taught him a lesson there n then!
Anyway, a few interesting responses from those who were as angry as me:

1. "Why dun you kiss my a** then i'll suck yr d*ck? Exchange la!" (Haha..i like this although it sounded a bit rude, but hey, who am i talking to?)

2. "I'm sure your d*ck is not long enuf. poor thing. if not u wud be able to do it yrself." (Ermm.. too obscene if u ask me.. but still.. tat wud teach him a lesson n hurt his ego a lil bit..)

Hahaz, thanks dearie. these ideas made me felt much better.
Seriously weird aura surrounding me these days, weird weird sexually related stuff happening. = =
Not so much on fear now, more to tidak puas hati.
Last but nt least: Darn u Pervert!

I care

I care.

I care so much tat i cry myself to sleep everytime i think about it.

wat's the big day without u?

its not even special anymore.

actually,

it makes it worse.