It's hard

I'm not ok.
So stop asking.
U shud know how i feel,
u,
of all people.

I'm disappointed,
angry,
sad,
confused,
lost,
scared,
furstrated,
most importantly,
i'm hurt.


give me a valid explanation.
i need it like a smoker needs his ciggies.
how do i assure myself,
when u have nuthin better to say for yrself?

its permanent.
its sad i know.
but u can't just tatoo it on my heart and expect to walk away just like tat.