courage, I need

I can't help but feel,
the eyes waiting to watch me fail.
To rejoice when I fall,
to laugh when I can't stand tall.



I'm afraid.
Yes I am.

With great power comes great resposibilities.

Oh my goodness,
this is really haunting me.

I'm not scared about the neverending works,
nor am I scared about the tedious journey awaiting me.
(okay maybe I am)

I fear FAILURE.

What if I do badly?
What if I couldn't even live up to my own expectations?
What if I'm not as good as i thought i could be?


No pain, no gain.
I'm counting on it.


p/s: I know I can if I want. I know I can. I know...