grow up

I wanna grow up.
I wanna stop caring.
I wanna stop whining over small matters.

I wanna stop complicating matters.
I wanna stop looking from a small hole.
I wanna see the bigger picture.

I wanna see the future.
I wanna see the people.
I wanna see their hearts.

I wanna live like I think I could.
I wanna leave when I think I should.

For now,
I wanna stop thinking.