Thursday, April 15, 2010

dun sweat

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Today is workout day!
More like "I wanna eat more tat's why I'm exercising" day. Lol

Still, yoga is back in business.
Gotta practice more if I wan to take over more classes.
Arrgh. Need cash.
Have to re-train to be fit for classes.

Ahh. Good start! =))
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Tedious but worth it.
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See my smile after me yoga session?
Btw, Need to do sumthing abt my teeth. Hmm.
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back to studies now. Exoh.

boobies that are not mine

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hello people.
i'm supposed to be studying.
too bad.
counselling is killing me.

blogging helps release stress, no? :p

Shena's Bday.
Babe turns 22 this year.

before the nite starts.

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hands off. get yr own. =)

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My one and only purply.

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I was a good girl and I drank according to my limits. Lol lol.

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The chocolate, the yellow, the half chocolate yellow. =)

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Hello boobies! *wave wave*

Ending this post with a pic of us girls.
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The bday gal was too busy to snap any pics with us.
Sadly. =(

All in all, I had fun.
Can't wait for next Friday. =))

Till then, toodles.

p/s: I did not make out with the couch.

Monday, April 5, 2010

Greatest weakness

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I'm not here. Not today. Not now.
Flu is here.
Mood swings are still here.

I'm not feeling well.

The worst thing?
I need you. like very very badly

grow up

I wanna grow up.
I wanna stop caring.
I wanna stop whining over small matters.

I wanna stop complicating matters.
I wanna stop looking from a small hole.
I wanna see the bigger picture.

I wanna see the future.
I wanna see the people.
I wanna see their hearts.

I wanna live like I think I could.
I wanna leave when I think I should.

For now,
I wanna stop thinking.

Sunday, April 4, 2010

i hate this part right here

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Eyes of ocean.
Sink within them.
They tell a story of anguish, of love, of betrayal, of forgiveness.
Of mistrust, of impulsivity, of love again.
The waves bring whispers,
of unfair-ness.
I soar, yet my feet touches the water.
Blades, or perhaps icicles.
The only difference present was that the former stays, the latter vanishes after the murder.
You killed me with an icicle.
Perfect murder.

I hate it.
Repetition. Going round in bushes.
Hide and seek.
Dun tel me its part of the game.

I'm tired of it.

Saturday, March 27, 2010

easier said than done

Love hurts.
It's bullshit when they say it doesn't.
But we have a choice, we really do.

My darling,
I see you and I see what I've been through.
Rough patches, unstable emotions, little fights, tears and heartbreaks.
I love you and you shall keep that in mind okay?
Whatever it is, we are here for you.

To my little brother,
It's not even love.
You'll wake up one day and see how stupid this whole thing may seem.
never tot it'll hit u tat bad,
but it pains me to see you like tat.

Trying hard not to curse the girl,
but damn!
we know her tricks, don't we, girls?
And it is the knowing that angers me more.
The way she toys with your heart,
fooling your stupid, unworthy tears!


No man is worth your tears, and the one who is, will not make you cry.

Sigh.
Btw, growing up (aka old) hurts too.

Officially one month away to my big 2-0! =(((

No man is an island

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Hello people!
First and foremost,
I miss my baby.
Sigh.
All these going on and somehow something's not right.

But then again,
I had fun. =))
TWas a great week.
Heaps of fun, laughter and craziness.
Weeeee~~~

I'm tired.
And reluctant to go back to my assignments.
Arrgh.

Some of the 197 pics we took throughout the nite. =)
Enjoy.

My babe. Dun always emo larr. Wuve u to the very max. =)
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The super "mo-qi" duo. =) be good and lurve u lots.
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Everyone. Sorry bi. no nice pics of only u n me. Lol.
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I think it went quite well.
Our resolution wud be to stay this way.
People change, and I can't deny that me too, as human, changes.
I'm no longer a supporter of some unity-shit.
If some ppl dun make the effort,
there's no way I'm putting myself down to please others.
Life's too short,
live with no regrets, eh? =)

Ending this post with a pic so she doesn't get angry over the previous post.Lol.
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I love you all.
xoxo