dying

If I was a Korean,
I would have committed suicide.

This says all.

tom-yummy

3 years of distance.
3 days of closeness.

To me,
it's God's plan.
To refill my heart with the warmth i once knew,
the love i once felt.
The stupid, childish things that i can go through (grin),
and the foolish way we're all trying to grow up.

I love you so much.
and you too for being the driver.
Haha, cherish that song pls.

Tomyam summore?
Tat was the simplest happiness I felt in days.
And perhaps with some egg lar.
=))

We never never "break up" anymore kay?
Loves.

Enough

Standing up.

Thank you.

The one who called at the right time.
The one who came despite the rain.
The one who supported me no matter wat.
The one who was by my side most of the time.
The one who wants to be mature and listens to me.
The one who was hurt but was there for me.
The one who fb-msged me.
The one who msn-ed me.

I'm lucky, no?

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3

疤痕和凶器

真相。
我知道。

却已经不重要。
我的选择，
我负责。
不会辜负你们的关心和爱护。
因为你们，
我才有勇气，
走下去。

不再迷失方向，
迷失自己。

不再追问。
凶器是什么？
为什么？
因为，
伤口存在了。
疤痕，成了定局。

我，
会努力。
未来是个未知数。
害怕，
但却不再怯步。

真的可以吗？

不了解

除了生气，
就是不了解。

亿万个不明白。
他妈的生气得要我命。

不想正面冲突，
但真的搞不清楚。

交待大概会要了你的命，
这样想也许会舒服多。

One ugly weekend

I dread the weekend.
But then again, only one weekend to dread wat.
Then it's holidays! =))
And outings, and trips, and birthdays!




Still, I dread the weekend.
Arrgh.

dun sweat

Today is workout day!
More like "I wanna eat more tat's why I'm exercising" day. Lol

Still, yoga is back in business.
Gotta practice more if I wan to take over more classes.
Arrgh. Need cash.
Have to re-train to be fit for classes.

Ahh. Good start! =))


Tedious but worth it.


See my smile after me yoga session?
Btw, Need to do sumthing abt my teeth. Hmm.


back to studies now. Exoh.

boobies that are not mine

hello people.
i'm supposed to be studying.
too bad.
counselling is killing me.

blogging helps release stress, no? :p

Shena's Bday.
Babe turns 22 this year.

before the nite starts.


hands off. get yr own. =)


My one and only purply.


I was a good girl and I drank according to my limits. Lol lol.


The chocolate, the yellow, the half chocolate yellow. =)


Hello boobies! *wave wave*

Ending this post with a pic of us girls.


The bday gal was too busy to snap any pics with us.
Sadly. =(

All in all, I had fun.
Can't wait for next Friday. =))

Till then, toodles.

p/s: I did not make out with the couch.

Greatest weakness

I'm not here. Not today. Not now.
Flu is here.
Mood swings are still here.

I'm not feeling well.

The worst thing?
I need you. like very very badly

grow up

I wanna grow up.
I wanna stop caring.
I wanna stop whining over small matters.

I wanna stop complicating matters.
I wanna stop looking from a small hole.
I wanna see the bigger picture.

I wanna see the future.
I wanna see the people.
I wanna see their hearts.

I wanna live like I think I could.
I wanna leave when I think I should.

For now,
I wanna stop thinking.

i hate this part right here

Eyes of ocean.
Sink within them.
They tell a story of anguish, of love, of betrayal, of forgiveness.
Of mistrust, of impulsivity, of love again.
The waves bring whispers,
of unfair-ness.
I soar, yet my feet touches the water.
Blades, or perhaps icicles.
The only difference present was that the former stays, the latter vanishes after the murder.
You killed me with an icicle.
Perfect murder.

I hate it.
Repetition. Going round in bushes.
Hide and seek.
Dun tel me its part of the game.

I'm tired of it.