After the storm

How long is the serenity going to last?

I feel the quivers still.

Ground me. Hold me still.

I need your steadfast promises, as much as they seem too good to be true. 

The end.

I was never good enough.
You were never mine.

I'm sorry.
I love you so much.
So much so much so much.

D-31

Exactly one month left. 

April has brought on drastic changes. 

May brought me home. 

June has been good and relaxing. 

July has been rewarding. 

What will August bring?

A new beginning. 

The start of another school year. 

Another year away from home. 

It is as if I've never left. 

If home where is the heart is,

can you please learn to adapt oh Mr Heart?

We find happiness in the simplest things.

And ironically sometimes, in the absence of things we think matter so much. 

Cold water. Giggles. Company. Laughter. 

I'll miss this.