终于回到熟悉的地方。
温暖，
安全感。

我放不下，
所以都不敢提起。
我放不开，
所以无法真正相信。
我爱你，
却没有办法忘记你所说过做过的东西。

时间，
你承诺给我时间。
谢谢。
除了努力，
除了哭泣，
我无能为力。

我看不到你想走下去的恒心。
这一段日子，
我们都努力好吗？
幸福不能勉强，
若心已死，
情已变，
我只是不想最后一个知道。

我需要安慰，
需要你的证明。

千山万水，
称不上懂得天高地厚，
却自以为是，
以为自己懂得真爱的意思。

多么愚蠢的想法。
不知天高地厚，
不分是非黑白，
好的坏的，
根本没有办法分辨。
是真是假？
我活在属于我的世界，
我活在以为有你的天下。

这一次，
我们都再次看到了未来。
什么真心，
什么默契，
看透了，
也只不过就是字典里的两个字。

还不是放手的时候。
但深夜，
和身边一若无其事熟睡的你，
都足以教会我，
没有事情是永远的。

苹果可能是毒的，
心可以是假的，
付出可以是白费的，
真爱或许就是骗人的。

挫折，
应该使我们成长。
我期待，
却又怕受伤害。

I miss home.
I miss the times we had.
I miss the you I once knew.

I hate the changes.
I detest the sudden downturn.
I can't seem to be myself.
I can't seem to breathe without feeling pain.

Everything we do,
everything you say,
is dyed in a crimson color.
Laughter lined with sadness,
Normalness filled with pain.

Does it bother you like it is bothering me?
How does this end?
How do we move on from here?


Where do we go?

Don't judge me.
You don't even know me.



It's late.
And i'm supposed to be studying for the final exam on Wednesday.
Ugh~ Screw it.

Things are changing.
For the better? Hopefully.
It was a good start,though.
Had a real fun night with ma "psycho" peeps.

Will be up soon. =)



exoh.

Was thinking of posting a "kinda" sorry-regret thingy earlier in the afternoon.

But somehow the truth weaves its way in,

presenting nothing else but a boulevard of naked reality.



And so,

why worry people?



Btw.. Best wishes for ma dearest sister.
She's gonna have her eye cut open tomorrow!
Weee~
Somebody's gonna be like meeeee! *evil grin*

What if?
A question we always ask ourselves.
In time of pain, of regret,
"What if this never happened?"



A sign of withdrawal, a sign of fixation.
What if?
A question of the dreamer,
A sign of the loser.

Wake up.
Get up.
Solve the problem.
Get to the roots.

And yea,
it's so much easier said than done.
Sigh.

Revealing the scar is something I detest at this moment.
I'll rather laugh and goof my way thru. =)

Cacat-ed expression.
So what? =)

Life's weird at this moment.
Forget the small arguments.
They seem so out of place now.
I dun appreciate it when life takes me by surprise. =/

I'm getting real jealous.
So jealous i want somebody dead sometimes.
Lol. Joking.
Not tat i really wan her to die.
Maybe perhaps..
it wud be nice if she became fat and ugly and annoying and unpopular..
Yea, tat'll be enough. =)



Be gone with you, biatch.