I'll be there for you

Two strong men got up to fight,
Brawling, spewing when their needs collide.

Conflicts arise, and its never polite,
reality is always here to strike.

I'm glad you made a decision.
Clear and just and you know it's right.

Its not permanent, its a transition.
The trouble you see, it won't bite.

But hey, do place in mind,
For whatever you need, I will (try to) provide.

Trying my level best and putting it insight,
I'll be there for you,
through the darkest of nights.

i shud smile like this

I've learned to smile in the midst of darkness.
Emerging,
from a swamp of never-ending sorrow.

It was a battle I fought my way through,
with the help of a sunshine,
I finally left you.

It was never easy,
the haunting never stops.
If the past could stay in its place,
I would be more than grateful.

I care.
I do.
But you have no right to mess me up like a fool.

Merry Christmas.

its the season to be jolly

Before its too late everyone, Merry Berry Christmas!


Time flies (banyak cliche i know),
and here we are again.
Christmas. Presents. And a time of reunions.
So much have happened this year that I dunno where to start,
but the bottomline is,
I am grateful for all He hath done,
for me.


Im a happy girl now.
Or so I think. =)
May this festive season brings all kinds of happiness to all of you loved ones out there.


Let the past be past,
and let old hurt be forgotten (yea right).


Embrace the future with hope,
for however uncertain it might seem,
Nothing beats a hopeful heart,
with faith as its seams.


This is such a random post.
*laughs*
Im rambling (as usual).

Merry Christmas everyone!
And to the very special you, happy first Christmas! LOL

so near

You're sitting right in front of me.
I don't know if you can see what I see:
this is the best anything can be.

No words. Not a sound.
Yet I know you're here, with me.

I try not to sneak obvious glances,
for fear you'll see it through.
I really am happy for you,
really.
But somehow,
the separation got me blue.

Thesis Syndrome

I just can't wait for all this to be over.
Like the day I can finally forget it,
for good.

It's bugging me so much that I wanna sit down and cry.
I am lost with no direction,
not a single clue on how to continue from here.

Its a huge mess tat needs cleaning.
a crazy pile that needs organizing.

Kill me.
Like Now.