bumblebee

They say its a turbulent song.
I say its the perfect song for me to whack something.
or someone.

I know its not worth getting cooked up over.
But seriously,
I am not THAT disposable, am I?

But then again, I know my stand.
I chose the hazy skies and the murky waters.
Steering clear of emotions that may cause more harm than good.

I've got no rights, I know.

I'll shut up.

sunday morning

The amount of effort I willingly go through just to distract myself from starting on my thesis.
Blogging on a Sunday morning.

It's now or never.
Chapter 1 is due tomorrow.
Not a single thing in hand, yet blogging mojo is back.
Sigh.

Life's been a bitch this past week.
Swirling my emotions in more colours than a paddle pop.
It whirls me off the focus,
screw first class honours.
Ugh!

The road not taken.
Guess its the more difficult way?
But then again, if the left way was the right one,
how sure am I the right one is not the correct one?

Focus darling.
Back to church.
Exoh.

你

就是，
想念你。

Please stop, Bangkok

Stop it.

people are dying.
the nation's crying.

blood's flowing.

it's just not right.

Working mode

Gah!



Tomorrow! =(
Mode change needed.
Emo-ness not allowed.
Sheepishness forbidden.
Work.
And work.
And work pls.

就突然

为别人而生存，
是否更加有意义？

生活好累人。
我并没有在埋怨什么。
只是很想就叹息那么一下。
路好长，
好崎岖，
荆棘满地，
我伤痕累累。

忧郁，
使我更加讨厌现状的许嘉敏。
我知道我还是幸福的，
有家人，
有朋友，
有很多关心我的人。

生活再忙，
我并没有忘记感恩。
感激每天的小开心，
感激有得忙碌的生活，
感激一些重拾的友谊。

感叹一些不开心的事。
但生活总该继续。
我选择向前走，
为自己的选择负上责任。

忙碌，
也许为我开启新的路。
告诉我，
该出发了。
丢下伤害，
我并无法重新站起来，
但至少，
我并没有站在原地。

学会原谅，
学会忘记，
学会重新相信。
学会呼吸，
学会微笑。

我要学习生活。

作业嘛，
也真的应该努力了。

high and low

I need to gain control.
High and low.
You make me go.
So hot and yet so cold.
I stupidly followed.

Ugh!

Just fml. Max puh-lease.

Second Day of Last Long Sem

Life's a roller coaster.
Not done with the ups and downs.
Never will be.

I broke down, got right back up.
Escaping reality was not an option.

but God has a plan for all of us, believe much?
Apparently, He loves surprises too. =)

I am still thankful for the hurt and pain.
It made me who I am now.
Moulded. Refined, perhaps?
definitely "older". lol

me thinks life is like a huge memory box.
and somethings (like this) i treasure berry much. =)


Fun is a necessity.
A vital element of life.
Our second day of our Last Long Sem.

Haha, my favorite quote now.
Live like we're dying, no?
We have to constantly remind ourselves how "old" we are,
and how limited our time is.
At least in Uni, as a whole. =(

Sigh. But me loveeee the pictures taken today.
Especially this one! dunno why.
but xiao hui hui not in it. =(


when shall be the next outing?
Aiks.
Sem break most probably?
Sigh sigh.


me edit. lovesss


waiting for the food.


the food. yum yum.


the real us. haha



Btw I think i should blog more.
Now that i still have the "extra" time anyway.

back to work now.

loves.

3.71

I need 3 A+ and 5 A's.
Difficult but not impossible.

I dun think I can live with a second upper.
I'm serious.
I'm considering skipping my convo if I'm getting second upper.
Dead serious.

Sigh.
First day and I'm stressed to the very core.