Solitude

It is not the first,
won't be the last.
I was taught how to put on an act,
but not to accept.

How unfortunate.
But practical.

Where is my base?
How do I stand up for myself,
when I know I don't have the rights.
Hypocritical,
the worse kind,
me.

Hear no evil.
But they won't stop.
Speak no evil?
They have showed me how impossible.

Taking up the blame for my own actions.

Trudging.
Solitary comes into action.

Somethings never change.

Some pain never go away.