Verge

Stress has taken its toll on this useless shell.
As if my emotions need further verification of the difficult times.
as if this would validate the fact that yes,
all I want to do is curl up, cry, and forget.

If this was a challenge Lord,
what is is that you want me to learn?
I have erased blaming out of my system,
yet you bring back the complainer in me.
Lord,
I'm tired.
I'm lost.
I cannot understand.