A lil peek thru

Thanks you "Days of the Week", although i have absolutely no idea who u r.
Anyway, One week after the big day,
and i'm finally settled down to blog.
not the best b'day ever, but still, there was nuthin to complain.



pics will be uploaded very soon in the next post.
or u can see the unfiltered one (translation: ugly pics included) on my facebook account.
for now, it will be the roll of thank you's and credits to those who really cared.


My bday celebration was done in 3 parts.
Part 1: Family gathering.
Dad's eyes had some complications.
cousins slept over.
I like get togethers.
but sumthing was just not rite.

Part 2: the surprise by the formers.
it was not a surprise.
ok, maybe i was a lil surprise at their efforts.
but i hate myself sumtimes for being able to see thru these kind of stuffs.

on the day itself, dolled myself up and had a real good time with yaya babe.
only the two of us.
disheartenng somehow, but enlightening.
twas better than faking myself.
wanted to cry at many different moments.
i was happy.
i was sad at the same time too.

part 3: baby bulan's back.
accident happened
no one was hurt.
thank god.
warm weekend.
lazed around, enjoying the clock ticking by.
actually, it wasn't wat i expected.
but still, it brings eveything to an end.

Thank you Yaya for going the extra mile, all for me.
thank you Chian, for wishing me Happy birthday at all possible locations.
thank you JY, SW, Carmen, ZW, AL, and my G. teacher for remembering my birthday.
thank you CK for being the loyal fren. and dear Bear for plain remembering.
these were some of the ppl that so unexpectedly rmb wat was dear to me.
I heart u ppl. all of u.
u made my day a really special one.
oh ya, and to baby bulan.
thank you for everything too.

I remembered the time me n Joanna was practicing feverently how to say NO when sexually harassed.
So much for the practice, was too scared and dumbfounded to react when i received a pervert's call last nite.
Maybe it will be wiser if i rejected all unknown calls next time, right in the middle of the night too.

Anyway, a guy with the phone number 014-929-4177 called at around 1.30 am last nite.
I answered without hesitating, expecting a unsaved contact or at worst a wrong number.
Heard some mumbles about "you" and "tonight".
Naively thinking that he had the wrong person, i politely told him " Sorry, but i think you got the wrong number lar.."

Mumbles again, and a repetitive string of words.
Was not paying attention until around 10 seconds later.
This was what he said over n over:
"Suck my d*ck baby, suck my d*ck...."

Eesh! straight away i ended the call.
regretted it afterwards though.
reason? i shud have taught him a lesson there n then!
Anyway, a few interesting responses from those who were as angry as me:

1. "Why dun you kiss my a** then i'll suck yr d*ck? Exchange la!" (Haha..i like this although it sounded a bit rude, but hey, who am i talking to?)

2. "I'm sure your d*ck is not long enuf. poor thing. if not u wud be able to do it yrself." (Ermm.. too obscene if u ask me.. but still.. tat wud teach him a lesson n hurt his ego a lil bit..)

Hahaz, thanks dearie. these ideas made me felt much better.
Seriously weird aura surrounding me these days, weird weird sexually related stuff happening. = =
Not so much on fear now, more to tidak puas hati.
Last but nt least: Darn u Pervert!

I care

I care.

I care so much tat i cry myself to sleep everytime i think about it.

wat's the big day without u?

its not even special anymore.

actually,

it makes it worse.

幸福

要走很容易，
留下来真的很难。

这番话，
我听进去了，
虽然不是完全赞成，
却无法不认同。
留下来，
需要的勇气，可多了。
离开，
也许什么都可以置之不理，
却有谁可以担保，
不会不难过？

也许开始就是错误。
幸福好狡猾，
永远都戴上面具，
让你真的无法辨识真假是非。

幸福的车站，
我也许只是路过的陌生人。

Teach Me

Teach me to think rightfully at times like these.
I need a clear view,
to steer clear of distractions and temptations.
I need to know my ultimate goal,
my priority and those tat are essential.

I feel lost n confused.
I fel disappointed when it doesnt turn out right.
i was expecting sumthing more.
and tat is soo wrong.
salah.
i have to stop.

boozed myself last nite.
it turned out to be great.
better than i expected.
twas great.
n perhaps i need more.
saturday nites are so tempting.
where r my limits?
u teach me, pls.

Worst Lie

I dun wanna bitch n gossip.
but when things really get on yr nrves,
u still need a way to release the anger inside.
so instead of the more ideal way of slapping tat person right in the face,
the ever polite me chose the more civilised way.

seriously,
i have no control whatsoever over yr life.
who u like, wat u do, or where u go.
i dun care either abt the shitty reasons or excuses u come up with.
but then again,
for goodness sake,
can't u like go sumwhere further?
dun tel me its coincidence.
wat the heck r u trying to prove?

the only obvious proof i see today is that:
too bad hunnay, u screwed your own pathetic lie!
har har.
i pity u.

Easter Rally

Now now, wat did i tel u ppl?

I said its gonna be awesome rite?

See? now u wanna regret oso no use dy. ^^

For ppl who missed it, its your loss.

And for ppl who missed it for shitty reasons,

u dun lose anything. dun worry, cos u have never gained b4.

more pics will be uploaded into facebook.

do stay tuned to know the details of the event k?

and oh ya~

before i forget..

I saw sumthing really "interesting" yesterday, not something exactly to be proud of,

but still, its not an everyday thing u can see.

Here goes:

Me and my fren were at the back staircase,

I was on the phone as we were waiting for another fren to show up.

I was concentrating on telling my other fren the directions to my uni when suddenly my fren grabbed me to one side and pointed to one of the double storey houses that were visible from where we were standing.

It was dark and we saw a young man standing behind one of the house's back door.

Initially, we tot he was a thief, trying to steal something.

So much for tat tot, as the only thing he was interested in was his own "member" down there.

(i know.. Eew..)

then his actions became obviously (and disgustingly) clear.

No further explanation needed i guess?

A guy, in the dark, with his hands "busy", and his "thingy" involved?

See?

I told u it was going to be an unforgettable rally.