When emo-ness strikes n happiness flies

Yes, I'm emo-ing.

I'm not in good shape.
I over-ate during dinner,
have tons of work to do,
and I am so frigging tired.
Mentally and physically.
Of so many things.

And so I tot,
I have to stop emo-ing or i'll seriously kill myself due to depression.
Dun laugh,
I just might u know.

Anyway,
here's a very "overdued" update.
MATTA fair.
Yea, its been my norm to take part in each and every single MATTA held in KL.
haha, tring but somehow i love it.
Oh yes,
maybe i'm plain psycho, dun u think?
Masochistic. =)


See? I'm a happy worker. Haha


My best mate in the work place.
She's not yr loved dovey mushy mushy type of sister,
but she sure is one hell of a good friend.
At least she cares, genuinely. =)


She's from HK. Kaka - tat's her name btw.
Missing her already. >.<


Suki!
She's from HK too. I'm soo jealous of her.
Been to almost every part of the world. Hmm.

I need motivation to study.
I'm losing the oomph in everything I do.
Dun ask me why,
I just get disappointed wit time.
Efforts are to be wasted, in the end.
And so what's the use of striving for sumthing?
Nuthin to do with academic issues, but yea,
I'm just not in the mood to study.

Crying spells?
Tonight, perhaps.
Sigh.

Think of your loved ones

Heart wrenching.
How many lives were lost?
How many families shattered?
Hearts broken? Tears shed?
And these are the few moments in life that we have to be grateful for wat we have,
for living, for breathing as a living person.

And this is the time too,
when we question the reason behind these tragedies.
Claiming the lives of innocent people.
If everything happens for a significant reason,
what is it tat we shud learn from these?

To be cautious?
To be grateful?
To treasure life?
To cherish our loved ones?
Perhaps.

This is life.

Was driving in the rain.
Terrible weather.


Look at the splashing of the water.


Everything goes by in a blur.

Look at the news and you will see.
How grateful you should be.

Love you peeps.

@#$%

I love my dad.
No matter what.
He's a good man, a good dad, everything.
I still love him.

Only maybe during times like THIS!
Wait, i can't think of the right word to say.
Ermm, GROW UP perhaps?!

Shit! U can really spoil everyone's day wit yr unreasonable demanding ways.
And yea, if you've noticed,
we're all respecting u and tat is why we are not saying anything.
I feel like cursing.
Any ideas on curses for my dad tat won't land me in hell?
Arrgh.

So much for "supporting" Caryn in her exams.
Wow, great support, dad.
Just great.
Making a mess, leaving evrybody annoyed, frustrated, and unhappy.
Tat's the best, ain't it.
Sigh.

So much for coaching us to the "right" way.
I understand emotions get in the way sometimes,
but this is too much, pls.
Time to get back to yr anger management notes,
or why not, for goodness sake,
go back to the Bible, the book u've been nagging us to read for the past few months.
I'm sure there's sumthing abt displacing yr anger and stress towards your family.

Like I'm sure it's not a good thing.

Maria O Maria

Remember her?
She always played the dumb maid, Maria in HK movies.
Tat was years ago, of cos.
For those of u who rmb,
these comedies were usually aired by TV3.
Those were the days. =)

She was more commonly known as "Fei Ma".
(translation: Fat Mum)
Its no so much of an insult, considering her slightly hefty weight back then.
It was more like a pet name the audiences likes to call her.

SO anyway,
She is now the spokersperson kinda thing for Hong Kong Tourism Board.

She made an appearance in favor of HK in the recent MATTA Fair.
Surprisingly,
she had sooooo many fans. WOw.
She is now into cooking as well.



Back to the main topic.
Had dinner wit her, together wit dad and mum.
It was a more business hingy actually,
but I was invited to join since I was in chage of the HK booth during MATTA Fair. (Yay!)

She is indeed a real friendly person,
and her way of talking was soo interesting (nuthin at all like a 60 yo).
Oh btw, she has two husbands, seven children, and eleven grandchildren.

Sadly,
time was limited as her day was filled wit cooking demonstrations and stuff.
Only one pic was taken. =(


A close up of me n her. XD


Her perspective towards life opened up many possibilities I had never tot of.
Worth noting was how she started out in a poor family,
constantly suffering from hunger and poverty.

Somehow,
when u see successful ppl like this,
u can't help but think,
how life can be so diffcult yet miraculous at times.
How suffering can sometimes lead straight to success,
and how effort is always needed to achieve a better future.

One dinner,
So many thoughts to be pondered upon.

Exoh.

Let's Start Anew

Ahem!
Spot any difference?
Yes? No?
Gah~ My new skin is pretty impressive ain't it?
*proud grin*
at least for a non-techie person like me. =)

For all my fellow UCSI-ans out there,
today must be a pretty gloomy day.
Haha.
Tuesday blues huh?
Start of sem is always a mixture of blended emotions:
laziness, depression, anxiousness, excitement, eagerness, and the list goes on.

But hey,
think of the bright side.
It's a short semester isn't it.
(not exactly good news if u ask me, but still..)

so peeps,
go to bed and start the day fresh.
It applies to many aspects in my life though.
there is sooo many things tat i wud like to start anew.

Nite nite peeps. <3