phone

My phone died.
Basically, only one button died.
But the one button is the button that controls:
1. keypad lock
2. main menu

see?
tat's why basically it's now certified dead.

WTH.

I'm so pissed off.
dun ask me why.
things aren't going well.


sigh.

发脾气

累了。
一个星期快来到尾声，
相对的，
我的精力和精神，
也快被消耗完毕了。

心情陷入谷底，
好多不称心的小事，
堆着我增长。

如果在你身上找不到我需要的安慰，
我应该往哪里找？



其实我知道。
还是靠自己最重要。

晚安。

1 down, 13 more to go

Longggggg Semester!
14 weeks to be exact.
Dun worry.
We're near.
Another 13 more weeks.



我咬紧牙关挨过了这一个熬人的星期。


See you at the finishing line, lovelies.


xoxo

third day - and i'm already half dead

how can it be?



I'm not even officially in third year yet, mind you.
so yea, i'm taking Yr 3 subjects,
but no one warned me that even first week,
oh no, make it the third day,
that i wud have already feel like i'm half dead.

arrgh.

no larr.
not tat bad la actually.
maybe 40 % dead.
happy?

LOL.
I'm a masochisist.
I (am trying to) enjoy stress.

but, i'm blogging.
so somehow u know tat its not taaaaaat badddd (yet).

hopefully.



love,
(exhausted) Carmen

courage, I need

I can't help but feel,
the eyes waiting to watch me fail.
To rejoice when I fall,
to laugh when I can't stand tall.



I'm afraid.
Yes I am.

With great power comes great resposibilities.

Oh my goodness,
this is really haunting me.

I'm not scared about the neverending works,
nor am I scared about the tedious journey awaiting me.
(okay maybe I am)

I fear FAILURE.

What if I do badly?
What if I couldn't even live up to my own expectations?
What if I'm not as good as i thought i could be?


No pain, no gain.
I'm counting on it.


p/s: I know I can if I want. I know I can. I know...

Bye 2009

Are you done with 2009?

One heavy question, eh?

Anyhoo,
here's how I spent the last few hours of 2009.
Hopefully,
NY resolutions will be kept, kayys?



Old town. Late dinner.


The girls getting ready.


With the babes.


Lurves. Hopefullt things will improve, eh?


My lighted boobs. LOL.


What alchohol can do to me. Haha.


Love you so much.


I din spoil yr pic. Did I? Tee Hee..


My lashes for the night.


The noise-maker. =)


Crazee i know.


To think tat we met at Sri Petaling during work. The world's small ain't it?






Smoochies from the drunkard. LOL.

Tat rounds up my celebration for the 2010 countdown.
How was yours?

Can't wait to get back to uni...




NOT!



By the way,
tummy achy.. >.<
wat a New Year's nite.

Till then lovelies.
Nite.

Pre-Phuket syndrome

It's the season to be jolly!
Will be leaving for Phuket tomorrow.
Be back in time for Christmas.
Just so u know, this is going to be the best Christmas ever.
EVER.
Lol. Cousins are all coming over.
Can't wait.
Looking forward. =)

I'm kinda-sorta-a lil bit emo-ish.
Something's bugging me, but I'm sure it will turn out alright.
Pre-trip jitters.
Yea right.

Confusing journey.
Unexpected courses.
Yet, I will survive.
Would you love me if I asked you to?
Random, I know.
But then again, would you?