easier said than done

Love hurts.
It's bullshit when they say it doesn't.
But we have a choice, we really do.

My darling,
I see you and I see what I've been through.
Rough patches, unstable emotions, little fights, tears and heartbreaks.
I love you and you shall keep that in mind okay?
Whatever it is, we are here for you.

To my little brother,
It's not even love.
You'll wake up one day and see how stupid this whole thing may seem.
never tot it'll hit u tat bad,
but it pains me to see you like tat.

Trying hard not to curse the girl,
but damn!
we know her tricks, don't we, girls?
And it is the knowing that angers me more.
The way she toys with your heart,
fooling your stupid, unworthy tears!


No man is worth your tears, and the one who is, will not make you cry.

Sigh.
Btw, growing up (aka old) hurts too.

Officially one month away to my big 2-0! =(((

No man is an island

Hello people!
First and foremost,
I miss my baby.
Sigh.
All these going on and somehow something's not right.

But then again,
I had fun. =))
TWas a great week.
Heaps of fun, laughter and craziness.
Weeeee~~~

I'm tired.
And reluctant to go back to my assignments.
Arrgh.

Some of the 197 pics we took throughout the nite. =)
Enjoy.

My babe. Dun always emo larr. Wuve u to the very max. =)


The super "mo-qi" duo. =) be good and lurve u lots.


Everyone. Sorry bi. no nice pics of only u n me. Lol.


I think it went quite well.
Our resolution wud be to stay this way.
People change, and I can't deny that me too, as human, changes.
I'm no longer a supporter of some unity-shit.
If some ppl dun make the effort,
there's no way I'm putting myself down to please others.
Life's too short,
live with no regrets, eh? =)

Ending this post with a pic so she doesn't get angry over the previous post.Lol.


I love you all.
xoxo

of matta fair and the babes

My babes.
How cliche.
Yet, they were the ones who were there when I need them.
Not complete yet.
Me lucky. me got more. =)
but I'm nevertheless grateful how they have come into my life.

Number one: The one who knows me inside out


Number two: The one who understands my inside out


Number three: The one who never-speaks-or-contacts-much but still be there no matter what

Number four: The one who seems like she cudn't care less but is always there, faithfully

Number five: The one I just met but yet i just know we wud click


Ironically,
these were the ones who never hesitate to tel me the ugly truth,
however ugly it may seem.
Mind you, they are not the nicest of people,
yet their heart is as pure as gold.
it was the genuineness that kept us goin,
and i treasure every single one to the core.

You know wat? They're like my mirror at times.
Telling me where to go.
Assuring me there's sumwhere to lean on.


and when I'm sad, they share me tears.


Time flies.
and ppl change.
yet,
the footsteps they left behind,
makes my life a more wonderful kind.

<3 ya all.

Matta Fair day 1

Day 1.
The usual.
Feet that are no longer mine. >.<

But today was good.
Sales was good I mean.
wait for my pic-tahs homosapiens.

will be up soon.
in the meantime, two more days for u to come visit.

Hall 1 Macau Tourism Booth.
Near the stage honey. =)

See you there! Mua Mua.

perfectionista

I'm not a perfectionist.
I do not attempt the impossible.
I know my limits.
I know what I can do well.

That's the thing that kills.
Gnawing. Guilt. Disappointment. Anger.
I was supposed to be better.
Way way way much better.

I failed.
Do not give me shit about how blessed I am to have gotten that many marks.
I live up to my own expectations.
I sucked.
I f*cked up.
I screwed the stupid damn presentation.

And after all the letting out,
I'm mature enough to (try to) get over it.

Hopefully.


For now, I'll try to stop being depressed.

Rest, I need

I'm not young anymore.
I'm serious.
I can see how late nights are really killing me.
Bad skin, fluctuating weight, super huge eye bags.
Low blood pressure, muscle cramps, and blurred vision.
Not to mention super bithcy periods and wonderful migraines.
Ugh!

I need a life.
Okay, maybe not to that extent.
But i really need to sleeeeeep.

I was so sleepy while ushering at Unifest that i literally slept
With all the music booming in my ears!
Tat's how badly I need to sleep.

Fundraising down.
Psych Camp down.
Unifest down.
Philo Acting presentation down.
Ethics term paper down.

Next week:
Hailer March.
Poster Presentation.
Ethics Interview assignment.
Journal critique.
Debate presentation.
Last but not least, MATTA Fair.

Hmm.
You know wat?
I'll survive. =)

Love you peeps.
Love me pls? <3

Exoh.